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Ok ... I was tagged by
This is the first time I was tagged on DA.
ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Jl ( - wow, I just realized my name consist of more vowls than consonants O.o )
TWO - Are you single?: Yes.
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 9
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: red
FIVE - Least favorite color?: I don’t have a least fav colour – I like all colours.
SIX - Favourite candy?: Ferrero!!! I LUV everything from Ferrero!
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: I don’t smoke.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Yes … no … yeah … no – not rly … yeah … I guess I am – no, I’m not … yh, I am happy – no – yes … ? No? … Yes …? … Or maybe … hmmmm …. ???
Ok … the answer to this question would be: Yes, I am very happy!/No, I’m depressed and suicidal.
(It might sound a lil strange, but if u consider that I have multiple personality disorder [according to a psychiatrist] it can make sense. [Actually I don’t think that I have a multiple personality disorder … I mean … of course I have ‘different personalities’ … but doesn’t everyone? … That doesn’t rly make me … I mean … not in ‘that’ sense …
hm … come to think of it … I don’t even know in which sense he meant it … ])
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: No.
TEN - What is your favourite class in school?: History.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: What’s that? Never heard of that before. … DC … Detective Conan?
TWELVE - How do you make money?: I don’t make money – I’m a poor student. ._.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?: I don’t have ONE ‘best’ friend – but I love EVERYONE from out Otaku-Tuesday-Meetings and from the Anime-School-RPG-Group.
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: Studying at the Paris-Lodron-University of Salzburg and the PH Salzburg.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: Depends on with whom I speak. Friends: Yh, VERY! – Strangers: Not a bit. (Except for the I-net – I’m more outgoing in the I-net than in RL)
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: crazy
SEVENTEEN - Favourite pair of shoes?: I have these red sneakers and I rly luv them, because they r so awesome and all cool anime characters were red sneakers.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: No. (I don’t own any sunglasses.)
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Well … I AM in Italy right now – what more could I wish for? ^^
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Nothing – I’m in Italy – making holiday – relaxing from the stress from the last days. (I’m so glad these 2 exams r finally over – I just hope I passed them.) *ignores the fact that she still has to do a lot for the PH*
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Do Anime-Characters count?
HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:
I’m just thinking of the Anime-Characters I have a crush on. (After that last question, what else could there be in my mind?)
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Being in Italy, sitting in front of my Laptop, answering questions and listening to my iTunes-Music.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: Well … I had a fight with my parents. I asked them if I need ‘THIS’ jacket and then they said: “Yes, u need A jacket” and I got angry, because they NEVER rly listen to me and then they get mad at me because they understood it wrong – and I know this was just a ‘tiny’ thing/mistake – but if it is ALWAYS like that even such lil things can make u mad – especially, if u r not very ‘stable’.
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: I haven’t watched it yet, but I might try it some time. (But I’m watching Pro7Maxx [YEP!])
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: My grandma – more or less – I mean, actually it was my mum who spoke with her – I just shouted things like “Hello” and “Ciao” into the phone.
The last one I rly talked to … hm, I think that was the uncle of my father, who’s like a grandfather to me.
But that’s already a few weeks ago – actually I don’t phone people very much/often.
Actually … I don’t do that at all.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: No – I’m not jealous – at least I don’t think I am – I kinda have problems with emotions and such stuff – I can’t rly differ between some emotions, so I often don’t know myself how I feel.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: What makes me mad? … Well, as I said … ‘unstable’ … I can get mad over all kind of things – things, that others would describe as ‘meaningless’, like turning the TV on 5 minutes too late or accidently deleting a text before u sent it – whatever it is – and if it’s just something ‘stupid’, something were others would say it’s not ‘important’ or whatsoever – I then always the feeling that in my life ALWAYS runs EVERYTHING wrong … like … I always have my train/bus-ticket with me and there is NEVER anyone who controls it and then I forgot it ONCE and I couldn’t go back, because I had a compulsory course (lesson with compulsory attendance) at the university and I didn’t had any money with me and just on that day there was someone who controlled the tickets and I had to pay something. -.- Ok, it were only 7 €, but still … doesn’t that prove that in my life always everything runs wrong? …
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: No – unless I have a crack in them and no nail scissors with me.
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: Hm … right now? … No … not rly.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: Hmmm … *thinks* I don’t think so …I can’t think of any at the moment.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: No. I like all my friends. – If I wouldn’t like someone that wouldn’t be my friend.
THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: - With chewing gum? No.
Can you dance?: Maybe I could? I don’t know, because I never tried it, because I hate dancing. I mean, it’s senseless. Why should I move my body in such strange ways? What is it good for? I honestly don’t get it?
Can you do a cart wheel?: Not a very good one … but … yh …
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: Never tried it.
Can you whistle?: Unfortunately not.
Can you wiggle your ears?: No.
Can you wiggle your nose?: Aahhh … yh … no … ? … ?
Can you roll your tongue?: U know, I’m not a Gecko/Frog/Snake or something like that.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: No. (Can’t even imagine that.) – But at least I can bring both my toes to my nose – at the same time!
ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: Hitting a wall with my fist until the wall breaks – or my hand bleeds (it’s mostly the second one), kicking with my foot against stuff, imagine that I slay the person I am mad at with a big kitchen knife – or I play the Piano.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Broke a window.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Hm … I don’t think … or … well … I think … my mum – but she’s a cry-baby – she is RLY a cry-baby.
CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: I don’t rly cry much. … As I said, my mum’s a cry-baby and I always have the feeling, that I have to be strong for her … but … there r times when I cry – but … rly not very often.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Not rly.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Ah … no … (at least I don’t remember).
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes.
Ever cried over the same sex?: Yes.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: No – I am an (American) Indian ( = Native Amarican).
Do certain songs make you cry?: There were songs that used to make me cry – but not anymore. But some still make me sad.
Do certain movies make you cry?: I don’t rly cry over movies – except for (some) Anime.
But also not very much/often.
HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: As I already said: Yes! I am a VERY happy person!/No. I’m depressed and suicidal.
What makes you the happiest?: Being together with my friends.
Does being with your friends make you happy?: I guess my last answer already answered that.
Do you believe in yourself?: Yes! I am Ash! I always believe in myself./No … I don’t.
Do you wish you were happier?: Who doesn’t?
Is being happy overrated?: No way.
Can music make you happy?: Ha – funny question XD Whenever I am depressed and wanting to kill myself they play a song in the radio where they sing something like: “Never give up! U can do anything! Life is so beautiful. U have friend and everything is fine, if u just believe in yourself. Stay strong and carry on.” and such stuff.
- That doesn’t have anything to do with the question. … Yh, song’s can make my happy – and sad – and happy and sad at the same time.
LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: 2 times. – But I got over it very quicky.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: No./I would die for all my friend./I don’t even treasure my life – I would die for strangers. – No! I wouldn’t! Voice inside my head: Yh, u would. - … Ok … yh … maybe …
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: Yes.
HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: No. At least not at the moment. There was this teacher and she said something so horrible … I wanted to kill her with my scissor. – I rammed the scissor in a tree on the school parking lot instead.
But … I haven’t seen that teacher anymore since that day and … I wouldn’t say I ‘hate’ her – I just don’t care for her. I don’t want to kill her anymore – but if she dies – I don’t care – I wouldn’t mind.
Same goes for that one person who interrupted a conversation between my friends and me, where I told my friends something and then that person said/did something and … well … I can’t say I forgave her, but … u know, I don’t ‘hate’ her – so – no, I don’t rly hate anyone at the moment.
Have you ever been on a hit list?: Da fug? No.
Are you a mean bully?: No. Usually I am the one who get’s bullied.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: No. I have a very high self-esteem. I believe in myself! I can do anything! I am Ash Ketchum and I am gonna be a Pokémon-Master!
I wanna be the very best ~ /My self-esteem isn’t low it’s at ZERO!
Do you think you're good looking?: Yes, I think I am, but my parents don’t think so. They tell me at least 3 times a day how ugly I look (no joke) – no wonder I have no self-esteem ._. /No, I don’t think so. I mean, I’m not ugly, but I’m not very pretty either.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: There’s no RL-person I’d like to be, but a lot of Anime-characters – or just a Anime-character in general (u know being myself, but being a Anime-character – living in the Anime World … *_* )
LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Brown – my normal hair colour. I used to colour my hair, but my hair is very weak and sick, so I try to give it a break, so that it can recover a bit (I hope it does.)
What is your eye color?: Also brown.
What is your skin tone?: Normal tan for an Austrian.
Current piercings?: Earrings – have them since I was a baby – love earrings – I kinda feel naked if I don’t wear earrings – same goes for not wearing a watch.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Straight hair or curly?: Mixture. They aren’t rly straight, but they aren’t rly curly either. Well, I can get them straight if I want and if they get wet, they get very curly.
CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: A purple T-shirt
Necklace(s)?: None.
Shoes?: Sandales
HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: No – in my whole life I’ve never ever hugged someone … of course I’ve hugged people.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: No – at least not that I remember – maybe as a child – I don’t know ( - I don’t rly remember a lot from my childhood).
Laughed so hard you cried?: Don’t remember when, but I guess I have.
Got in a fight with someone?: Yeah … I got into a fist fight in school once. … Well … ‘got into’ isn’t rly correct – actually I was the one starting it. I was bullied by that girl for years and one day I just couldn’t take it anymore and so I beat her up. (I don’t regret it. – We became ‘real’ friends afterwards.)
THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: My parents – we joked about that we have to go to Italy to call someone on the phone because in Italy that’s cheaper than at home in Austria.
Person you talked to online?: Super Mario (the one who’s gonna cos Ash Ketchum)
Person you hugged?: Ehhh … my friends … I think.
RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: Depends. Some I like – some I don’t like. Also depends on my mood.
Do you get along with your parents?: I better don’t answer that question./Yes, I get along very good with them.
Do you have mental breakdowns?: I had 4 so far … or were it already 5?
CURRENT:
Current mood: Confused. – I always get confused if I’m ask in which mood I am, because I usually don’t know in which mood I am – as I said, it’s hard for me to differ between some emotions and there r some emotions I don’t even have a name for.
Current music: Listening to my iTunes music.
Current hair style: Shoulder long and wavy (I wouldn’t call it a hair style)
Current crush: Ash Ketchum and a lot other Anime characters.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Nothing. *still ignores fact that she has to do something for the PH*
Current windows open: iTunes and word.
Current desktop picture: My desktop picture changes every 5 minutes. There are mostly pics of Detective Conan or Pokémon – but also some other Anime.
THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: I already answered that question. (Yes.)
Did you ever run away from home?: No – unless u count running to the playground as running away from home. – But my mom did some times – I remember once I was so worried about her and looked for her everywhere, asking anyone I met if they saw her.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: I’d love to be a coroner, but a doctor – no.
Did you ever want to be a firefighter?: No. I’m afraid of fire.
THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Of course! I’m a mermaid.
Do you like roller coasters?: Depends. Some I like – some I don’t. (Generally I’d say I like them – I luv action!)
Do you own a bike?: Yes.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: I’m not watching reality shows so I don’t know what they r eating.
THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: Unfortunately yes – at least when I look at my parents (but not my grandparents) – and as I said my hair is very weak and sick … -.-
Does your car get good gas mileage?: ??? Hat Ihr Auto gut Benzinverbrauch/Hat Ihr Auto bekommen gute Benzinverbrauch? ... ???
Does your family have family picnics?: No – my family isn’t the picnic making type – and me neither.
THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I am right now.
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes.
THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 1,68m
How much money do you have on you right now?: ZERO
THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?: My friends.
Last thing someone said to you?: Do u want to go on a walk on the beach.
Last thing you said out loud?: Yes; I want to.
THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: Still my iTunes Music
What is the weather outside?: Sunny
What radio station do you listen to?: Mostly Antenne Bayern – I discovered this channel when I was working on the Bavarian border as a receptionist once.
But also Antenne Salzburg and sometimes also to Hitradio Ö3 (Austria’s main radio channel), RTL Radio or Deutschland Funk (discovered this channel when I was searching for Hitradio Ö1).
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Sole Mare (Obviously that’s a restaurant in Italy)
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Coke
What was the last movie you watched?: Pokémon Movie 16
Ok, so now here r the people I’m gonna tag:
But of course u don’t have to do it, if u don’t want to.